Tiara-ra

Plant killer

tiarara — Tue, 15 May 2012 06:02:40 +0000

Remember how I managed to kill my basil? I’ve progressed to becoming a plant killer. 2 of my potted plants are dead. Green thumb I am not.

6:30am

tiarara — Mon, 14 May 2012 22:37:04 +0000

maybe someday I’ll learn to forget.
but for now let me remember
the time when I slept with your arms wrapped around me,
your thigh warming mine
your breath tickling my nape
your soft snores lulling me to sleep

I wrote this for him a few years back when I was regretting leaving. This morning I was thinking if this little something I wrote still holds true. The answer? No. Not anymore. And it makes me sad, but that’s the way things are. You hope for things to work but sometimes it’s just not meant to be. I really thought it was what I wanted and I was ~~devastated~~ disappointed when I realized how wrong I was. I still am, a bit, but life goes on and people move on. Yeah, story of my life.

Lazy Sundays

tiarara — Sun, 13 May 2012 10:34:47 +0000

: Sundays are best spent sleeping like this…

: something to think about today

: vain, I know.

: don’t you just love sundays?

Ansaveh?

tiarara — Sun, 13 May 2012 01:45:58 +0000

I miss the pool

tiarara — Thu, 10 May 2012 09:33:50 +0000

I miss doing laps at the pool. All 50 meters of it. Haha. I remember 2 years ago how much I dreaded the 50 meter pool. I was out of shape and had a hard time finishing 1 lap. Regular swim sessions and discovering total immersion (TI swim) has changed that. TI swim helped me relax and just enjoy the laps. It’s almost like yoga under water and so far it’s the only form of exercise that I really enjoy doing.

Life has been crazy lately–travel, work, and ‘the crash’… things are looking up though and normal activities should resume soon, including swimming.

Will. go. back. to. the. pool. soon.

Baby I got the blues

tiarara — Fri, 04 May 2012 07:43:07 +0000

Sharing 2 of my favorite shots this week from my phone. And yes, I’ve been feeling a bit down lately. Shifting to pissed every now and then. In summary, part of my world crashed, got sick, got really pissed all in a week. Escaping to a place where I could hide and forget for now.

: It’s morning and I’m still thinking about you.

: Wishing you were a rain drop. One swipe and you go away.

Emo. Yuck. Hate this.

My heart dog

tiarara — Thu, 03 May 2012 05:18:46 +0000

He makes even the baddest of days better.

Thought of the day

tiarara — Fri, 27 Apr 2012 01:50:34 +0000

Never again

tiarara — Wed, 25 Apr 2012 03:48:06 +0000

Swift, like a knife.

Buried, deep.

Pain.

Unbearable. Almost.

I’m stronger.

Always have been.

Forget, I will not.

Never again.

Never.

*My world, or a part of it just crashed. Taking a break for now.

Surf’s up!

tiarara — Fri, 20 Apr 2012 14:30:25 +0000

M. finally uploaded the rest of our Baler photos! Can’t believe I tried surfing and managed to stand up during my first lesson too! I’m going back for more. Harhar!

On my to do & buy list:

1. surf board
2. rash guard
3. stoked inc bikini
4. surf lessons (zambales or la union on april 29-30)