Okay…I’m not feeling well. I’ve been afflicted with a virus that is quite common in these parts of the world… fear of getting old! nah. just kidding. oh. not really. damn. I’m sick, yes, but that’s nothing unusual. I feel a bit groggy and sleepy probably because of the meds i’ve been taking lately. there’s this dread creeping up too, brought about by the thought that I will be 21 in a few more days. 21. 21. 21. 21 makes me an adult…legally. It’s what I’ve wanted all along. Then why the hell am I so paranoid about turning 21???

Is it because I’m 21 and still single? Could be. But it was a choice. Hala, lokohin mo lelang mo. haha. I’m 21…I have to get insured, apply for philhealth, get an sss account. I should be graduating this march. I have to earn, i have to work! Gawd, this is really freaking me out!