i am annoyed. as in super duper annoyed. i had a good day today…or so I thought. i was having fun with someone when i got an sms from a brod. there’s talk going around saying a brod and i are having a relationship. ok, im a little used to the chismis. what i couldn’t take however was that this someone, who i thought trusted me went absolutely nuts. yeah. so like us. one minute we’re okay and the next we’re fighting over something as irrelevant as a chismis.
and now i have to contend with a very nasty chismis. perpetrated none the less by people i thought i trusted. well. i should have known. this guy however is different though. i’ve always known he’d be like this and i’ve avoided rocking the boat until now…when i was unfortunate enough to leave my phone with him while i was talking with the brod to get a hold of the whole issue.
we were supposed to have coffee but i cut it off and opted to go home. i needed to write it all down before i burst. I had to escape his rantings too. for a quiet guy he sure can rant louder than me.
on a brighter side im thinking maybe this issue is trying to tell me something. maybe it’s trying to tell me that i should move on, and leave this guy since he believes easily and creates unnecessary havoc over some things. or…it could be telling me its about time to move on and live my own life apart from up, ultimately from the confrat also, or at least until the issue dies a natural death.
what the heck, one more semester and im off to go. i dont need this. not now when im swamped with so much work i hardly have time for anything else.
i dont want to give up both. but from what i see they could not coexist peacefully, especially not after this. which is which? hahay. i have this feeling im going to let go of both and pursue other things instead. i dont need the headaches. do you hear that people?
*and now i find i cant even post this on my other blog because for some insane reason the server is down. shit. guess the multiply and this blog will have to take the brunt. this is really not a good day. :!:
